shieru After reading your post... I can't help but consider that my experience with Fe has always been completely opposite than what you wrote here.
In fact, after seeing the "FeSi - a brief overview" video, I couldn't help but realize that my Fe is really Directive and almost not adaptative at all. And it has always been that way.
In fact, I seldom find myself trying to be diplomatic, most of the times I either pick the side that represents my ideas the most, or I "create" my very own side when I see that none of the sides is "right enough" to me. When a person does something I dislike or I disapprove, either to me, or to someone else, this tends to be my reaction:
This doesn't mean that I am an angry maniac that screams everytime something bad happens. Most of the times, I explain my positions in a calm and thorough manner, but it can happen that I might find myself doing that in a more divisive and, really, direct way.
Particuarly when someone does something that annoys me, or is disrespectful to me or to someone else, I might react in a much more crude manner.
For example... my Fe lead little brother is sometimes really, really annoying.
Some weeks ago he tried to convince me of his arguments (about veganism and cooking animals alive, and that day my family cooked snails alive, and that impacted me emotionally), and even after telling him multiple times that there was no end to the conversation and that I simply had my own positions, he continued to try to convince me that my position was stupid and/or pointless. The discussion stopped when I bashed my hands to the table and I said:
"I told you I don't want to have this kind of conversation! I said that there's no way you can convince me of what you say! I told you that this is not the moment for me because I'm sad, what don't you f***ing understand about it!? What the f**k should I do to make you understand this simple little thing?"It's actually very rare that I come to that point... but it does indeed happen.
This is an episode from high school...
I had a couple of friends who obtained a permission to come out of school at an earlier hour, since they lived in a city far away from where the school was.
What happened is that they would go out earlier, around 30m before, but they would stay around. The school is in an historic area of the city, so they used to sit down in a marble staircase near a bar. At first, I would just bump into them as came out of school, and I would stay with them for some minutes. Then, when I started seeing that it was a pattern, and that they would always stay there for around 1h before actually coming back home, once I told my then best friend:
"Look, you have the permission to come out of school before, yes?"
"Yes, we do."
"Ok... so why the hell are you still here?"
He remained silent for a while, I didn't say anything myself, and then I just said "see you tomorrow." and walked away. They started doing that less often after that episode.
(Might be important to notice that this friend was an NiFe with a strong adaptive Fe, enneagram 9w1 7w6 3w4).
I believe that a good part of this could come from the enneagram as well. My tritype is the 548. 4 and 8 are two of the most reactive types of the enneagram (4-6-8). Plus, 8 is one of the most assertive of all (3-7-8). The presence of 8 and 4 in my tritype can make me deeply intollerant when I feel that my identity and my subjectivity are not respected (4), as well as when someone tries to overpower me or disrespect mine or someone else's independency or space (8). Plus, my 8 has a 9 wing, which has a strong interest in keeping a sense of peace within. If that peace is attacked, I'm "TRIGGERED." Otherwise, I don't pick up fights for the sake of fighting, like a 8w7 would probably do. (This explanation is really, really short, but is just to give an idea)
An example of a reaction I could have under certain circumstances:
(Trent Reznor is a 458/548 by the way)
I'm joking anyway, I would never destroy a piano. Trent, y do u smash gtrz. Shtp plz.